helooooooo

i said:

hey how have you been

girlx... says:

fine thnx u?

i said:

and hows it going with that guy you fancied i heard you and suzanne gigling and pointing etc

girlx... says:

oh dear lord

girlx... says:

umm wel apart from the fact that it is going absolutely nooowhere cos i cant bring up the courage to speak 2 him, yeh totally fine!!

i said:

damn everyones the same

i said:

why dont you try going out with someone you know

girlx... says:

i do know him

i said:

but you dont speak to him

i said:

but you know him

i said:

hmmm

girlx... says:

wel

girlx... says:

i met him at a party and he knows i like him. and apparantly (but i dunno if this is tru) he sed he likes mee. and he knows who i am which is a start

i said:

he knows you exist thats always a start

girlx... says:

exactly my point

girlx... says:

do u know him by the way? his names chris with the blond hair...anyway. how r u?

i said:

chris

i said:

i know a chris with blond hair

girlx... says:

uh oh

girlx... says:

he's friends with a bloke called dave with spiky hair.

i said:

err maybe not

girlx... says:

ok

i said:

well i think your pretty i`m sure he`ll realise

girlx... says:

i dont think any1s eva sed that 2 me b4! thnx but i dunoo bout that-i dunno what 2 do nxt!

i said:

someone has told it before, me i wrote in your little leaving book that you had good legs and a fine ass

girlx... says:

ahhh yes i do seem to remember that

i said:

what can i say secretly i must be apervert or something

girlx... says:

yes. yes u must be.

i said:

i think about girls, hmm i must be really screwed up or something hmm

girlx... says:

of course. that is just like so obviously against the law...

i said:

if only i could find a girl to help me indulge these thoughts

girlx... says:

hmm i'm a tad sceptical about where this is going!

i said:

dont worry i`m not gonna proposition you on the net

girlx... says:

okely dokely

girlx... says:

hav fun at yr gathering - r u stil havin it?

i said:

yeah

i said:

what makes a girl want a guy?

i said:

i`m just trying to figure it out

i said:

anything, any information

girlx... says:

umm there is noooo answer to that question i'm afraid

i said:

bullshit

i said:

there must be

i said:

your just not trying

girlx... says:

i'm sorry but i reeeally dunno cos all the guys i've fancied hav had totally different things about them that i've liked so i dunno

i said:

okay give specific examples of these qualities you find so endearing

girlx... says:

noo cos they r just stupid little things

i said:

no names i just want examples to ge tna idea

girlx... says:

ohh i dont know

i said:

so they are stupid little things that you dont know

i said:

right thank you for your time

girlx... says:

wel why dont u tell me then

i said:

what, what the silly things were or what a bloke looks for?

girlx... says:

what a bloke looks 4

i said:

okay...

i said:

deap breath errr

i said:

err

i said:

okay here it goes

i said:

a bloke is at once shallow and not

i said:

looks like a good book cover draw us in

i said:

but everyone has limits

i said:

a lower and upper limit

i said:

the lower limit is based on what other people would say and not usually on how a bloke really feels

i said:

the upper limit is based on his fear of rejection

i said:

other things...

girlx... says:

rite...

i said:

a girl must be flirty to get a guy because a guy must feel wanted

i said:

most will loose interest quickly if the girl doesnt show interest back

i said:

girly girls come off as childish , hmm err i`ll let you decide what a girly girl is

i said:

agressive women scare men away

i said:

so i guess blokes want a certain level of timid ness

i said:

but what a bloke wants most of all is some that does what a freind does and wants them physically too

i said:

shared interests

i said:

someone to share your life with and to have fun with in every sense

i said:

still reading or loast interest?

i said:

*lost

girlx... says:

wel thats all not much different to what girls want

i said:

you are so lazy wont even try will you to give a god answer i mean

girlx... says:

no becos blokes seem to think that girls want sumthing soo complicated in a bloke yet its the same as what blokes want. u just put it into very good words and i'm crap at doing that

i said:

this is gonna be a bad sounding question...

i said:

why am i single do you reckon?

i said:

dont say you dont know

i said:

and you can say i`m too chubby what ever i dont mind i just want the truth

girlx... says:

dont ask me things like that! i honestly dont - u'r a really nice bloke. ur just being paranoid becos u think u should hav a girlfriend. but thats just not tru. just bcos lots of other people hav at the moment it doesnt mean u hav to! i dont hav a bloke either!!

i said:

you say your crap with words but thats the perfect answer]

i said:

thank you

girlx... says:

s'alrite!!

i said:

i feel left out of the having a girl thing and i am and i want one but would i feel so pressured were it not for others progress with the ladies hmm

girlx... says:

others being...any1 inparticular? or just the general public?

i said:

general public

i said:

my freinds whatever that mean

i said:

s

girlx... says:

reaally sorry but i hav to go in a minute

i said:

thats okay

girlx... says:

k

i said:

i`m always trying to figure stuf like that out so i can choose what to change about myself to make me lucky but i think thats not what its about

girlx... says:

we hav been made like ourselves 4 a reason y'know! - if u change to be sum1 yr not then u wouldnt be leon anymore, u'd just be superficial and thats not good!

i said:

change isnt always superficial

i said:

only if its forced

girlx... says:

yeh and it is isnt it?

i said:

i dunno there are parts of my character i would like to supress and i dunn if thats such a wrong thing to want

girlx... says:

no definately not if u r doing it 4 the right reasons

i said:

oh what are they?

girlx... says:

wel i only know that the wrong reason is if u r doing it only to please sumbody else. sorry i really hav to go now. speak 2 u soon byebyeeee

i said:

yeah okay see ya

girlx... says:

cyaaaa xxx